am I so hard to love?
or is it just a fear which is blocking it in you
I am well aware of your past
but are u as well?
I've got trust issues
and I need you
to feel the same
cuz I am either all in
or not at all
well you should know that by now
that my heart is purely only yours
and has always been
since the day you first smiled at me
you stole it
and by now
it is all kept by you in your cage
sometimes i wonder if it's real
if you know what I feel
and if you are able of those same feelings as I am
It's way too hard to guess
when you dont speak through words but only by action
I know it's better but sometimes it makes me feel so insecure
like I don't know on what kind of ground I am standing
or even if we are on the same planet right now
I don't want to be the one who gives more, suffers more, loves more
I want it to be equal
in everything
you already broke my heart once
and I am terrified to say it out loud but I would not surrvive any other time..
