fix me

how can someone fix something that had been broken for so long? 
how can someone fix something that doesn't even seem broken anymore..
how can i let someone new in, so he can try to repair something that was broken by someone else?
and what if letting someone in just means getting hurt again only in new ways..

i dont need to be fixed by you
or anyone in that matter
im not somebody's project he can work on

i once read that only with heart we can see clearly 
but how come that our hearts are so often too blind? 
why our ego is always in a way to our happiness?
why do we complicate everything just to feel more alive..

how can i keep my promises if that means going against my own self?
the heart has to choose..