i wish

i wish i never met you
but it is little too late
i thought that i could take it all
all the stones in our way
i would jump over them
but i've never expected
that you would be there standing as well
throwing stones under our steps
and even after that i tried
tried so hard that i left my heart bleeding there
to save us
somehow it seemed it was not enough
for you, at least
nothing has ever changed
you said
you promised
you even begged
that you will change
but did you really?
you just found another excuse
for you to be you
but not the one i fell for
the one i will fall out for
can't you see?
that with every broken promise
every lie
and oh god, every fucking single tear you are loosing?
not the game, of course
you already won the war
but me.
you are losing me.
with every piece of my heart that you break
you are closer
i wonder..
do you even care?