nothing ever change

i'm saying all the things i wanted to say
you don't have enough money to pay
for all the things you did to me
after all i don't even care anymore
because it is no longer important
i heard today one thing
that lingered in my mind for way too long
you forgive when you really love
but
stay, only if you see change
but what if there is no change?
then you should leave
you should never stay at any place where you are not appreciated
he said
and in that very first moment it hit me
were i ever appreciated by you?
what am I to you?
i'm just a trophy
you like to have me
by your side
you like to present yourself with me
but do you even know my soul?
did you ever cared enough to ?